Acts of Service, by Lilian Fishman

 Acts of Service is a novel set in Brooklyn, New York, centring around Eve, a New Yorker in her twenties who is finding her own sense of sexual freedom and queer identity. This was a fascinating book, exploring a variety of somewhat philosophical themes, from sexual identity and exploration to the ideas surrounding personal freedom. Amid a landscape of polyamory, Fishman unpicks the intricacies of sexuality and the interplay of power and dominance – does one need to be dominant to feel powerful? 

Being on the autistic spectrum myself, I find human sexual behaviour both foreign and intriguing. Hence the decision to pick up this book – a unique genre/ topic to me. I did enjoy the book, as my interest was sustained by the slightly unusual narrative style where the story unfolds within a very small geographical space, namely a few bedrooms and coffee shops. Yet Fishman purposefully uses this set-up to create room for the human physical intimacies to inspire the very story itself. Thus, reinforcing the power of body language as a powerful method of communication.

A further question Fishman explores is the definition of love. Juxtaposing romantic love and its accompanying emotions, many of which we may see in the public sphere, with intimate love, a more private affair, where hidden desires and sexual fires are unearthed, along with emotions of passion, desire, and lust. Fishman prompts the reader to consider if both romance and intimacy can be considered under this umbrella of love. 

By featuring such weighty topics, Fishman creates a subtly philosophical landscape, using the central characters of Eve, Nathan and Olivia as a vehicle from which to consider wider ideas such as dual identity and the varying personas people portray within public and personal spaces. As someone who finds vulnerability and human behaviour challenging, it was even more interesting to read about how the trio of main characters each deciphered their partners’ attitudes and level of confidence through the feeling of their body. 

My one criticism is that the ending felt a little rushed and disconnected to the main story line. I felt Fishman was trying to increase the tempo near the end by including a slight plot twist and subversion of expectations, yet I don’t feel she fully integrated this into the prior storyline, resulting in a slightly disjointed ending. Regardless, this was certainly not a regrettable read, since it is important to bring to light the topic of vulnerability, as I believe it is a gift to find someone with whom you can feel free with and take down all personal defences. This may be easier said than done, but not out of the realm of possibility…

- Scarlett

Paperback, £13.99.

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Andreina Cordani's 5 Upcoming Young Adult Titles to Look Forward to This Year!

Local author of "Dead Lucky," Andreina Cordani previews some hotly anticipated fiction for young adults.

Since my first book was published last year, I’ve probably spent every penny I’ve earned from sales buying young adult fiction. I’m completely hooked – YA books are provocative, diverse, imaginative, and the stories often shift the way you see the world. I also love watching the characters grow and figure out who they are and what they want from life – often while fighting monsters, solving crimes, or dealing with horrendous family issues. I’ve been lucky enough to get an early glimpse at some of the releases lined up for Summer and Autumn 2022 and there’s some amazing stories coming our way – time to get your pre-orders in!

1. Twice Hexed, by Julia Tuffs 

In this sequel to Hexed, newbie witch Jessie Jones is feeling hopeful – she’s settled on the Isle of Wight, made friends, and challenged the toxic masculinity culture in her class – but then a new witchy pupil joins her school, and stirs up trouble. The blend of supernatural strangeness and teenage reality (exams, annoying boys, periods) is spot-on. The story is fast-paced, and the comic timing is impeccable.
(Orion Children’s Books – out 23rd June)

2. The King Is Dead, by Benjamin Dean 

What better way to celebrate this Jubilee year than with this twisty tale of royal intrigue? When Prince James’ father dies suddenly, he becomes the first Black king at 17 years old, with all the privilege and problems that entails. Then his boyfriend goes missing, and when royal gossip is leaked to the public, James starts to suspect he can’t trust anyone around him…

(Simon & Schuster – out 7th July)

3. Tag, You’re Dead, by Kathryn Foxfield 

A teen celebrity challenges his followers to an overnight city-wide game of tag – the prize is instant fame as one of his live-in crew. Fans rush out into the night to track each other down – some are in it for the fun, but a few are driven by something darker: obsession and revenge… Chilling, gripping, full of creepy moments and jump-scares, this is one of those up-all-night reads.
(Scholastic – out 7th July)

4. Infamous, by Lex Croucher 

Take Bridgerton and add in a big dash of Sex Education and you’ll have Lex Croucher’s irresistible Regency story. Edith ‘Eddie’ Miller and her friend Rose are both debutantes – Rose is set on finding an eligible husband, but all Eddie wants to do is blossom as a writer. And a trip to a debauched poet’s country house could provide the inspiration she needs… A great reminder that the process of growing up, making mistakes, and figuring out who we are really hasn’t changed much over the centuries.

(Zaffre – out 21st July)

5. Big Bad Me, by Aislinn O’Loughlinn (Cover in progress!)

Evie thinks life is pretty dull, living with her mum and sister Kate, taking home-made medication for her ‘rare form of diabetes.’ But then her mother vanishes, and Evie discovers that her diabetes is actually a more lunar-related, wolf-based condition. Plunged into the supernatural world Evie tries to track down her mum while hiding at a small-town B&B – where the owners have secrets of their own. This book is so much fun – the author twists the supernatural tropes we all know and love, creating tense action and laugh-out-loud moments.
(Little Island Books – out 13th October)

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The Split, by Laura Kay

Another purchase from Gay’s the Word bookshop in London. My best friend and I were fighting over who got to read this one first. I won.

Ally goes through a nasty breakup with her long-term girlfriend, Emily, and in a fit of despair and heartbreak, flees London with her ex’s cat in tow, back to her dad's home in Sheffield. She hasn’t spent any considerable time there since she was a teenager, and it’s a depressing spiral when she takes stock of her life as it stands.

The universe does crazy stuff, though. Somehow her old beard from her teenage years, Jeremy is also back home after a brutal breakup. In a desperate attempt to prove themselves to their exes, they sign up for a half-marathon. Neither of them has run a yard in their adult lives. It’s just a question of if this new experience will, in the least, not kill them; or at the best, turn them into perfect versions of themselves that their exes can’t bare to live without. Hmm…

This book is hilarious. The second hand-embarrassment was shocking and had me writhing in agony at times. They are tragic, useless, and painfully flawed. But they are us. Just regular people. There's no visage of perfection here! Jeremy is foolish and idealistic to his detriment; Ally is shut off and doom-tastic. A fabulous combo.

What’s really striking about this book is its insight into adult relationships. Specifically, adult relationships that began pre-adulthood. How fatal flaws are invisible until you’re seeing them from the outside; and the habits you'd built to make space for your relationship and your partner. It’s so cringey and uncomfortable, but it’s very grounding to know that these are shared emotions and experiences. This story holds no embellishment or romanticism for what it feels like to live through a significant breakup, and the struggle of becoming a first person singular again, after being plural for so long. Ally gets it so wrong in handling the breakup, and Emily doesn’t do much better. It's a bit of a bleak look into the lengths that humans might go when they’re crazy in love. But in a funny way!

A classic queer romcom – the gays would go wild for a film adaptation of this! There's enough personal growth and depth to keep me from rolling my eyes, and enough light-hearted tomfoolery to keep me from crying. A quick and breezy read that I’d recommend to any holiday reader!

- Sian

The Girls I've Been, by Tess Sharpe

Oooooh, I'm glad I impulse bought this one!

Ever since she was old enough to say her name, Nora has been given a new one by her mother. She created a new person for Nora to become five times throughout the first sixteen years of her life. First, there was Rebecca. Then Samantha. And then Haley. Katie. And finally Ashley.

Her mother took on new names too. Why? Because she was a con artist. She targeted dangerous men, forced her way into their hearts, made her child do her bidding, and when they just started to get comfortable, her mother stole their mark's fortune and ran off into the night, dragging along whichever daughter she had created that day... month... year...

But that's all in the past. Her mother is in prison, Nora chose this name herself, and she's safe with her sister. Well, almost. But what are the odds of being held at gun point at a bank robbery with your new girlfriend and ex-boyfriend?

Surely zero, right?

Wrong.

This is a gripping read. I love when a narrative plays with timelines, and we get multiples of stories progressing side-by-side, building just the right amount of tension and suspense. Each of Nora's past selves builds a deeper and more desperate picture of who she is, and to see her in so much danger in the present tense, even when she's away from a life of swindling and deception, feels tragic. I felt a distinct urge to protect her, and to hurt any person who threatened her safety.

Our narrator is a criminal, but a reluctant one. A manipulated one. But not naïve. Oh, no. Nora knows her way around a man with a gun. We get to see how Nora uses her dangerous past; her different identities to get through this harrowing experience. And it's dark to see someone who has experienced so much pain, utilise the skills that she never should have learned in the first place. 

Just a fabulous and innovative story. Incredible characters with nuanced and beautiful connections. A true testament to the strength that comes with trauma, and that you shouldn't mess with savvy teenagers!

- Sian

CW: abuse, violence, manipulation, CPTSD, anxiety

Tipping the Velvet, by Sarah Waters

Purchased from Gay's the Word; the most fantastic all-LGBTQIA+ bookshop in Bloomsbury, London. Upon standing in front of the storefront, I declared to my friend: "I am in search of historical gays!" I wanted a story of incognito queers from decades; heck, CENTURIES passed. I wanted androgyny and bravery and a total disregard for strict social codes.

Oooooh boy, did Sarah Waters come THROUGH!

Tipping the Velvet follows Nancy Astley, as she falls in love with a performer at the music halls, Kitty Butler. Kitty dresses as a man in her act, and Nancy is completely enthralled by it all. Things escalate quickly and, after moving to London with Kitty, she finds that things aren't as simple as falling in love and building a life when you're both women. Nancy finds herself tumbling all over London, trying to find herself with one foot in one world, and one in another.

Nancy sees it all: cross-dressing, prostitution, rags and riches, sex, androgyny, homophobia, ostracisation, heartbreak, familial bonds - both blood and chosen - acceptance, social change... her world is a chaotic blur of over ground and underground cultures battling it out. Not once does Nancy even consider re-joining the straight-laced (pardon the pun) life she was born into, and she is heroic in her efforts to stand proudly and independently in her resolve. I admire her courage and tenacity; though I cringe at her greed and shallowness.

She is by no means a diamond in the rough, but is as scuffed and filthy as the rest of the world. And that's how she gripped me! She didn't necessarily deserve stability, sanctuary, and security any more than any other character in this book, so I just had to know whether or not she found it!

This book has a message of forgiveness; of personal growth, and understanding when to let go. It reminds us that we can build communities around us that make us feel whole and safe. As a queer individual, this is especially powerful, and I implore anyone who identifies under the LGBT+ umbrella to read this book! But no one under 18... it's a little graphic at times!

A new firm favourite; one of the best books I've read in YEARS!

- Sian

Paperback, £8.99. Find it in the fiction section!

Fingersmith, by Sarah Waters

Two girls, who know nothing of each other, are thrown together in their teenage years.  Sue has been raised by villains and thieves in what amounts to a "den" in the backstreets of London. She knows poverty and hardship, but, despite losing her own mother as a baby, knows she is loved by Mrs Suckersby, the brains of the criminal operation.

Maud has grown up under the care of her uncle, in a manor house in the countryside, totally isolated from the real world outside their estate. Maud has also lost her mum, but she is neither loved nor cherished by her uncle, who uses his niece to further his strange literary research.

Enter the handsome and enigmatic Gentleman.  He has a devilish plan to wheedle his way into Maud's life and heart, in pursuit of the family fortune which she will inherit on her eighteenth birthday, and Sue is a crucial part of his plan.

Sarah Waters is a master story-teller, and this tale is one of those rare books that I just couldn't wait to get back to, and was grateful for a long read (500 pages).  Bed-time got earlier and earlier as I was drawn deeper into the plot!  The relationship between the two girls is heart-warming, but at the same time that I was celebrating their friendship I was feeling Sue's guilt at being part of Maud's imminent downfall.

I really liked Sue, and I just wanted the Gentleman to disappear so that the girls could just settle into a quiet and peaceful existence together, giving and getting exactly what each deserved in their young but troubled lives.

But that wouldn't have made for much of a tale, would it?  Instead, Waters weaves a dramatic spider-web of deceit and betrayal, which leaves the reader heartbroken over the potential fate of both girls. And even though we learn early on in the story about Gentleman's dastardly deed, that's really just the start of the plot twists. 

- Jeanette

Paperback, £8.99. Find it in the Fiction section!

All the Things we Do in the Dark, by Saundra Mitchell

“Nooo! I forgot my book. What am I going to read while I eat my lunch?!”

“You’re in a book shop – just pick something!”

“Fine! This one!”


Ah, a love story for the ages: a human and their book, reluctantly meeting in a flurry of hunger and desperation. Alas, we did meet, and that’s what truly matters! So here we go…

Ava has been through enough. Like, from childhood, she’s been through enough pain and fear for a lifetime. She’s dealing with far more than what should have been her lot; anyone’s lot, for that matter. But there are bad people out there, and because of bad people, Ava knows how to protect herself. Her mother knows how to protect her. So does her best friend, her tattoo artist, her… well, that’s about it really. Those are all the people.

But Ava literally strays down the wrong path one day, and she finds a dead body. She names her Jane Doe, and she is her friend. Not the alive Jane Doe; the dead Jane Doe. Jane was hurt too, just like Ava was. Ava can tell. Jane Doe was lucky enough to die from her pain. Ava is left behind to live with the hers.

In protecting Jane from further humiliation, grief, and anguish, Ava doesn’t tell a soul about her. Not even her best friend or her mother or her tattoo artist.

And as if finding a dead body weren’t frightening enough for a trauma-riddled teenager, she also falls in love in the same week. The world is bonkers, and it keeps surprising Ava. And things only get more twisted from there.

A member of our book club describes certain books as “Soul Books”. I suppose that is a play on soulmate, and frankly, it is perfection. And in grabbing this book at random one day, I found my third Soul Book*.

There are short breaks in this story for poetry. The prose is its very own special poetry. It is lyrical, immeasurable, unemulated; it has clarity and irreverence and power that I have been needing to drink down like a thirsty peasant. At times, I just had to put the book down, shut my eyes, and think about nothing. Just to give myself a chance to catch up.

This book is deceptively powerful and an emotional ride. Approach with caution, and with open arms. I’ll certainly be keeping it close for a while.

*The other two are “The Fault in our Stars”, by John Green; and “I’ll Give You the Sun”, by Jandy Nelson.  

- Sian

Paperback, £7.99. Find it in the Young Adult section!

*Content warning: assault, sexual trauma, flashbacks

Take Me With You When You Go, by David Levithan and Jennifer Niven

This book is an epistolary - which in this case means it is formed entirely of emails - a fact which, initially, put me off picking up the book. I'm not necessarily sure why it put me off, since every epistolary I've read has been wildly successful and engaging. Alas, I gave in and I really enjoyed it.

The emails are between siblings Bea and Ezra, after Bea runs away from home. Being a few years older than Ezra, Bea feels she's ready to escape their disastrous and terrifying home life... and leaves Ezra behind. About which Ezra is livid. He's stuck behind with their dangerous step father and clueless mother; stuck with Bea's ex-boyfriend, the latter of whom believes Ezra knows more about Bea's whereabouts than he's letting on. 

And to be fair, he does. Nobody knows that Ezra is in touch with Bea, nor does anyone know that she has gone looking for their biological father. It's all a bit of a mess, really.

This story definitely had me on the edge of my seat at times, willing these helpless teenagers to find sanctuary, acceptance, and contentment, despite the awful adults surrounding them. It gets you thinking about connection and identity; about how distant those things may feel if you don't know where you came from, or who loves you. Who wants you. Who lied about those things.

A solid young adult drama, with a real depth and gripping plot development. There's a lot to learn from these young characters, even as an adult. 

- Sian

Paperback, £7.99. You can find this in the Young Adult section!

Small Pleasures, by Clare Chambers

Living in London and working for a newspaper in the 50’s, Jean could have been the typically written assertive go-getter woman journalist. But instead the reader meets a gentle soul in Jean. Jean cares for her mother and has to fit in with her way of living, leaving her little freedom. Both the reader and Jean can quite easily see her life stretching into that dull horizon of servitude.

However, Jean grasps at the most intriguing story to investigate: a real-life immaculate conception. Through Jean we learn Gretchen’s story and meet her family. Gretchen seems to have it all: the nice home, a devoted and loving husband, and a wonderful - possibly Godsent - daughter. But things don’t seem to quite add up. 

This story captures the reader from the beginning, with a clip of a newspaper article, which, by the middle of this intriguing tale, I had all but forgotten. As I read, I grew more intrigued by Gretchen’s behaviour than the origins of her conception, although that thread of the story is interesting, and comes into play further down the line.

It’s Chambers's characters and their interactions that really clinch it for me. You become Jean's unseen best friend, and you root for her, and you feel divided over which outcome you want to see: her finding the truth or publishing a mind-blowing article.

- Anara

Paperback, £8.99. Find this in our Fiction section!

[This story does bring up some issues that people with particular triggers may wish to avoid however these instances I felt were dealt with very gently and not in great detail.]

I'll Give you the Sun, by Jandy Nelson

The first of our Booksellers' Favourite Books! This one is Sian's.

Jude and Noah are twins. Two of the same. Split-aparts. They're soulmates, have their own language, and share everything as one entity... except for two things:

Their art and their mother.

Teenagers are jealous creatures, always craving love, acceptance, validation, all that good stuff. So when their pillar of grace, talent, and brilliance - their mother - passes away suddenly, the twins are left at sea, trying to find their way with their clueless, bacteria-loving father.

We get to hear this story from the points of view of both twins at different times: Noah at age 14, Jude at age 16. As the book goes on, we start to piece together their story. Who told which lies, who sabotaged whom, who's falling in love and when.

And that's really what this book is. A love story. A love story between two young people and their families, their crushes, their art, and themselves. And they see the world ever so beautifully. Noah paints portraits in his mind, of moments he wants to save. Jude has inherited her Grandmother's "bible", full of doolally nonsense that she's made up, by which Jude lives her life. They seem to speak in poems, in verses, in prophecies, in lyrics, in the feeling of floating. I have never read a book that I so badly wanted to highlight, dogear, and annotate... I still haven't the nerve, but I'm tempted to buy a second copy just to alleviate the guilt of doing so!

This book makes me want to fall in love over and over again. To throw away limitations and rational thinking. To grab life by the paintbrush and just create. To write new rules, reinvent reality. 

I've never wanted any characters to be real more than these two. And deep down, ever so quietly, I pretend that they are. Because for all their flaws, diabolical behaviour, and horrendous decision-making, I want to find them one day and drink up all of their light.

This is such a fun read. A reminder of why youth is fun, even with all of pain that comes along with it. You'll laugh, you'll cry, you'll groan, you'll grieve, you'll gasp.

- Sian

CW: bereavement, assault

Paperback, £7.99. Find this in the Young Adult Fiction section!

An Absolutely Remarkable Thing; A Beautifully Foolish Endeavour, by Hank Green

Remarkable is the right word! Everything about this dynamic duo of books was exciting, enlightening, unexpected, and daring. But also weird. So very, very weird. I loved every single moment of them. Unfortunately, if I tell you even the tiniest morsel too much, I will ruin the whole story for you, so I am going to tread lightly…

April May – yes, that is her name – is stuck in the mundane. Being an arts graduate isn’t all it’s cracked up to be, and things are just plodding along. Until she sees Carl. And I know what you’re thinking: another sappy, romantic Young Adult book. Well, you’re wrong! Because Carl is a 10 ft tall Samurai robot statue that appeared out of nowhere in New York City.

And in Beijing.

And St Petersburg.

And Buenos Aires.

In fact, Carl appears in 64 cities across the world in the blink of an eye. No one knows where they came from, who built them, or if they have a purpose. But since April May saw them first, and posted them on the internet, she is the new co-star of the universe, shoulder-to-shoulder with Carl.

And things just get more bizarre from there. Carl starts to change things, societally, psychologically, economically, politically, philosophically. This story is a sci-fi, technically, but it’s set in the world exactly as we know it today. No 'if's or 'but's. This is how we as a race would respond to Carl if he turned up tomorrow morning. And it is freaky accurate!

Too real, and too surreal to make sense, and yet it does. And after the cliffhanger of a lifetime in the first instalment, you’ll be racing to get the second one! So good. So, so good! Read it.

- Sian

Paperbacks, £8.99 each - Hardback sequel available. Find them in the Young Adult Fiction section!